I want people to love me, the real me..
really painful at the moment I just want to escape for a moment of all the burdens ..
I just wanted a short break, and for the first time I ignore my responsibilities ..
I knew it was the wrong thing to remove the responsibility. but I only made one mistake ..
I'm not a perfect girl, I can not promise to remain a perfect girl forever.. when others can make a mistake why can I not ?
I am currently struggling .. struggling alone to fight depression I
was going through, it is not easy to go through this all without being
known by people around you.
only a few close friends who knew of my condition, one of the most
friends I believe she even advised me to go to a psychiatrist .. I'm
afraid, my friend always says "it's okay, I'll come with you"
I was afraid not to meet with a psychiatrist, but what people see of
me, perhaps in another country if depression is one of the things that
really noticed but in my country, it may be as a disgrace?a shameful thing, even they will tell a depressed person is a lunatic.
I never thought that in my lifetime I will experience a depressive
phase as today's most troublesome levels .. I even shut away from
everyone, I do not ever want to get out of my room.I even shut myself from my family and friends ..
This is the first story I want to write about me .. :')
